disorientation and the death of striving…

Michelle Bloom

the seattle airport is so romantic. i am listening to live music as i stare out fifty foot high, ceiling to floor windows overlooking the mountains and planes. i feel blessed in this moment. the musician’s voice and his guitar sound rich. he just started singing “purple rain” on acoustic. sometimes it feels the entire universe conspires to fill you with meaning, even if the meaning is unspoken. i feel disoriented from the healing day at the lake. i can feel the real me but the layers of personality around the real me feels different. it’s hard to explain. i am thankful for some downtime to integrate this new me emerging as death is a constant taste on my lips. another chris cornell memorial was created at volunteer park. the letter his wife wrote along with pictures of him with his children. the sun hole statue was covered in purple…

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Like so many people, I am a paradox. I am a politically conservative vegetarian. I am from a Christian background, and still tend to like those values, but am a metaphysical astrologer trained in science who has an interest in the magic of ancient Egypt and a weird belief that some piece of our essence can live on a server. I live in Texas, but like chatting with my international Wordpress pals the best. I learn by teaching. Technically, I am a "Leo," but I am very, very Aquarian with a dose of Scorpio. I bitterly complain about Algol (and Algol personaliites), yet it is the one star that defines me most (other than Regulus). (Which, oddly, makes me an Algol personality.) I am a reclusive lover of peace and quiet who has the Ascendant in the Via Combusta (the most conflict ridden part of the zodiac). I am an incredibly private person with a blog with over 800 followers and 50 to 150 regular daily visitors. I could go on, but I think you get the picture.

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