A Note to Mamma

Powerful words!


Dear Mamma

I’m apologetic that I was born while you least expected

I remain wretched that I am not what you predicted me to be

I am not your exemplary, as you desired me to be

I do not stretch up to your expectations

I am sorry

That I could not offer you what you sought

I could not be the greatest that you coveted…

Oh, how I wished for your love mamma

Dawn after dawn I would look for you

In my dreams you existed

I imagined you in my dreams

However, in the morning you disappeared…

I did not know motherly love

I do not know what a mother is

To me it’s just a word to say

I did not know you mother

But I wished I did…

You had no clue what they did to me

You could not once imagine what they did to me

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Author: Grandtrines

Like so many people, I am a paradox. I am a politically conservative vegetarian. I am from a Christian background, and still tend to like those values, but am a metaphysical astrologer trained in science who has an interest in the magic of ancient Egypt and a weird belief that some piece of our essence can live on a server. I live in Texas, but like chatting with my international Wordpress pals the best. I learn by teaching. Technically, I am a "Leo," but I am very, very Aquarian with a dose of Scorpio. I bitterly complain about Algol (and Algol personaliites), yet it is the one star that defines me most (other than Regulus). (Which, oddly, makes me an Algol personality.) I am a reclusive lover of peace and quiet who has the Ascendant in the Via Combusta (the most conflict ridden part of the zodiac). I am an incredibly private person with a blog with over 800 followers and 50 to 150 regular daily visitors. I could go on, but I think you get the picture.

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