Panic Above The Rushing Waters

An Aspergian's Chemical Romance



There’s a cold chill in the air

and not a voice in the streets

beside me, the pillows on the floor

and tears in the sheets

I don’t know what I did

or what I said

that made you cry like this

and so the troubles bled

from a wounded soul

and the hole, I couldn’t close

Choking on something brooding

dangerously close to suicidal woes

I remember you clutching my face

in a panic at the theater

you were always leaving and coming from this place

why couldn’t I see her?

Between panic and rage

you cried enough for ten lives

and barely twenty

it was like someone your age

but for reasons unspecified

you had chosen to no longer live

and with the river rushing below

you chose instead to die

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Author: Grandtrines

Like so many people, I am a paradox. I am a politically conservative vegetarian. I am from a Christian background, and still tend to like those values, but am a metaphysical astrologer trained in science who has an interest in the magic of ancient Egypt and a weird belief that some piece of our essence can live on a server. I live in Texas, but like chatting with my international Wordpress pals the best. I learn by teaching. Technically, I am a "Leo," but I am very, very Aquarian with a dose of Scorpio. I bitterly complain about Algol (and Algol personaliites), yet it is the one star that defines me most (other than Regulus). (Which, oddly, makes me an Algol personality.) I am a reclusive lover of peace and quiet who has the Ascendant in the Via Combusta (the most conflict ridden part of the zodiac). I am an incredibly private person with a blog with over 800 followers and 50 to 150 regular daily visitors. I could go on, but I think you get the picture.

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